Meg Schumer is terrified of going into another fire.
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She stayed at Kunama, and left Batlow on Friday afternoon. She's exhausted. She's burnt. She's grateful. She's getting ready for fire to come through another property.
"I slept for the first time in ages, I'm not at (the) Batlow farm and unsure if it's still standing," she told The Daily Advertiser on Saturday morning.
"I feel defeated, I left three times over the fire period at Kunama but stayed there two long nights straight, and days."
Ms Schumer said she's spent time working with others to put spot fires out, while the kindness of others has kept some of her cattle alive.
Just be fire ready and listen to police. They can't force you off your private land but at the end of the day, they don't want to find your ashes.
- Meg Schumer
"Anthony Goodridge and I made a good team putting fires out, and Angus and Paul with a water truck from Collingullie way were marvellous and put my cattle back in (the paddock)," she said.
"I've got burns on my arms, bad on my face and lips. It's agony but you have to keep pushing on. I did get scared a few times, but you just have to try.
"One message you have to get through is for people not to expect fire brigade at your farm or house.
"Roger Watkins had a water truck that saved (the) Batlow house in the second night of fires. I owe him everything. I owe Meg Macbeth my life for getting Jim, who is 89, out of there before I got there when the first wildfire was coming."
Meg's lost hay, a crop of hay, hay shed, pine plantation ready to harvest and pasture. The majority of cattle will be sold, the big pump is gone.
And still, she says, there are a lot people worse off. She says the people down the road lost all their stock.
"It's frightening and distressing and they were still fighting fires ... unbelievable," Ms Schumer said.
"Without little utes on the job, Kunama would be worse."